oh goodness...the walls of my room are so bare right now that it makes me depressed. As much as I'm glad that school is out for the summer and I get not two but FOUR months to have fun in the sun, I'm kind of worried about finally returning home after all this time. How will things be like, will they be the same as I left them? Is it possible to get back together with my old friends and act as if we had not just been apart for 8 whole months? I sure hope so and that my mind isn't just conjuring up stupid things for me to worry about to make me afraid of change. Things with my friends I don't want to change but with my family maybe some change would be good. As hard as it will be for me, I WILL try to be nicer to my mom. In fact, I am so set on doing this that I have already prepared a run through of what my first words to my mom will be when I see her tomorrow but that I will not post up. I refuse to humiliate myself!!

Anyway...maybe being nice to my mom won't be as hard as I think especially with Bibs around this weekend. My mom is always so much nicer when people she likes are around and the few times she's met Bibs I think she liked her. What to do with Bibs?? I have no clue...we'll see very soon. *sniff sniff* miss you jackie and reshika =(