Oh my!! Is this really my first entry in 24 days?? I really have started abandoning this thing haven't I?? There's just way too much work to do that blogging really has become last priority. But really...no one really needs to know the crap that goes on here in Kingston any way. This week is going to be the death of me. I just can't wait to be slaughtered by CHEM 212. =( The upside is, no matter what the outcome of the dreaded 212 midterm there's always shopping to make everything all better! =D This shopping to make myself happy business is getting insane! So let the torture begin!

Venting my frustration...

Recently I've been wondering if the path I've chosen for myself is indeed the one I'm meant to take. These past few weeks of school have been physically and so emotionally draining that some days I feel like all I want to do is break down and cry or wish that the truck coming down the street at me would just put me out of my misery. Is this normal?? I mean this is only second year of my program and if already I'm feeling this way, what will become of me next year or the year after that? I wrote a quiz today and I'm pretty sure, almost 90% sure that I screwed up big time. That just sucks...second quiz of the year on EASY stuff and I'm already stuck. Everyone seems to know so much more than I do or at the least know what they're doing while I still can't seem to get myself on track. I WANT OUT...I WANT TO GO HOME...NOW!!!